Nearly sober ramble

The nothingness is palatable. I want to write something interesting. Just to feel the keys of the keyboard sink under my fingers for more than the length of an email, or the span of a tweet. I feel like I have nothing to say. All just complaining. Wanton commentary on the day to day goings on. Frustrated at work, grumpy at home. No one wants to hear it. We all have our complaining to do, and listen to others complain just isn't very interesting.
I'm getting to my co workers I can feel it. Unleashing at the same few targets for no good reason. Ok a few good reasons. But it's not getting very far. Staying positive is much more successful in the long haul. Bring people with you, rather than dump them on the ground and try to make it on your own. Almost every day I tell myself that. Then someone does something counterproductive or downright pointless and I go at em guns blazing. Deserve it? Maybe. Helping the greater good by doing it? Not really. Helping my own future? Doubtful.
Maybe it's just winter coming near, but all I really want to do is hibernate, not do anything. Can't seem to think straight, clear thoughts don't come often. Escaping the allure of mind-altering substances is a must, but they do work wonders when you want them to. Beer is an excellent tool for shutting down an active mind. Me and my kind, stop drinkin for a day or two and we're ready to conquer the world. We outperform the nermals every day in a one-drink-short-of-a-hangover haze. Add the instant clarity, energy, and boredom of sobriety; it could be earth shaking.
Enough rambling for one day. Not much to say, but going through the motions is good. Can't be an athlete without the practice. And one of the reasons I bought this dell was for the keyboard.